At 2:46AM

"It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."



My little grey cells are still stoked so I'm going to make the most out of it by ranting out.

My day went well despite the remaining feelings of depression. My close friend helped me figure out the problems that are hindering me to move on. She individually remarked my faults and explained the underlining conundrums that i have to accept and forget. I told her that I'm done with it. All i want for now is to disentangle my feelings for her so i can finally aim my life into a new destination. Hopefully i won't be held up again amidst the process of letting go no matter how hard it could be.

Today, I've felt the guidance that i am doing the right thing. My mind is telling me not to care about the people's opinion about me. Hell they don't have the slightest idea of what I've been through. All of their opinions are rubbish.

I know that my situation isn't so bad just what my friend told me. Other people are much more depressed and bummed out than me. All i have to do is to not care about the past. Laugh about the things that I've done just to mend my heart. Pull a face for the times that I've tried to win back a girl even if i turned out as a lame person.



For YOU whom i shared my afternoon with: Thank you! I know you have some problems as well and i am not much of a help but you know that I'm always here for you.

For YOU whom i shared my late night hours with by talking about anything and everything, SALAMAT!! You always managed to put a smile on my face before i sleep. :)

For YOU who came back from my elementary days, i am eternally grateful that you have found me after all of these years. I missed you. :)

For YOU who broke my heart, Goodluck and god bless.


To my:

Heart - Don't be afraid that you are alone. Someday, someone will make you beat again. And I'll make sure that SHE will be the one so don't lose hope. :D